Depressed(Explicit)

歌词

If you ask a stupid question 
若你问出愚蠢问题
Then you'll get a stupid answer 
得到的必是荒唐答案
And if you ask if I'm okay 
若你问我是否安好
I'm unhappy ever after 
我永远活在痛苦深渊
Hmph 
   
If you ask me how I'm coping 
若问我如何强撑至今
I'm like a minute from disaster 
我正处崩溃边缘
I got so damn good at pretending 
我的伪装已臻化境
That I could win a BAFTA 
仿佛能捧回奥斯卡
My world's spinning the wrong way round 
我的世界在逆向旋转
Yeah I'm smiling but I'm lowkey down 
强颜欢笑却暗自神伤
Tryna find something to laugh about ah 
拼命寻找能开怀的理由
Oh ain't it funny how 
多么讽刺啊
I seem fine but I'm depressed 
表面无恙却深陷抑郁
I look so pretty but I'm a mess 
光鲜亮丽却一团糟
I think I'm immune to happiness 
似乎已对快乐免疫
Oh why 
为何会这样
Oh ain't it funny 
多么可笑啊
I wanna be brave I'm terrified 
我想勇敢却满心恐惧
To get myself dressed and go outside 
连穿衣出门都需要勇气
I say I'm okay I'm fine 
嘴上说着我很好没事
All jokes aside 
玩笑背后藏着真心
If I don't laugh I'll cry cry cry 
若不笑着掩饰 泪水就会决堤
If I don't laugh I'll cry cry cry cry cry 
若不强颜欢笑 我便会泪流不止
I don't want no conversation 
我不愿与人交谈
I'm not good around new people 
在新朋友面前总是局促不安
I'd rather stick to what I know 
宁愿固守熟悉的角落
And watch Malcolm in the Middle 
独自观看《马尔科姆的一家》
Feeling lonely when I'm in a crowd 
人潮汹涌却倍感孤独
Treading water trying not to drown 
如履薄冰 竭力不让自己沉沦
Tryna find something to laugh about ah 
拼命寻找能开怀的理由
Oh ain't it funny how 
多么讽刺啊
I seem fine but I'm depressed 
表面无恙却深陷抑郁
I look so pretty but I'm a mess 
光鲜亮丽却一团糟
I think I'm immune to happiness 
似乎已对快乐免疫
Oh why 
为何会这样
Oh ain't it funny 
多么可笑啊
I wanna be brave I'm terrified 
我想勇敢却满心恐惧
To get myself dressed and go outside 
连穿衣出门都需要勇气
I say I'm okay I'm fine 
嘴上说着我很好没事
All jokes aside 
玩笑背后藏着真心
If I don't laugh I'll cry cry cry 
若不笑着掩饰 泪水就会决堤
If I don't laugh I'll cry cry cry cry cry 
若不强颜欢笑 我便会泪流不止
If I don't laugh I'll cry all night 
若不假装快乐 我就要整夜哭泣
If I don't laugh I'll cry for the rest of my f**king life 
若不挤出笑容 我就要痛苦一生